I know I wasn’t the best friend in the world at times but I backed myself up with truly caring about the ones I held closer than others. I pushed some away for good reasons and kept the ones I seen a future friendship with. I know I wasn’t able to be their for some problems and definitely NOT friend of the year but never in a million years would I thought I’d be this lonely. Thank God Steven is starting to loosen up with “girl talks” <3 :P Lastly to get this shit out of my head. “Best friends” don’t go out with their “best friends” ex’s. That “girl code”crossed my mind once! never thought i’d actually have to pull out the fucking manual. Funny. Oh and talking crap about someone? yeah well that can easily get around to that person VIA internet. Seriously, where the fuck are all the good people?! Now I see where that friendship ended.
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