Although Steven was sleeping next me last night I couldn’t stop my nightmare about him. I hated it so fucking much I wanted to wake up and walk out of my room. Why do I keep feeling so insecure especially with this one person?..I can’t explain it to him cause he’ll probably get upset but I don’t want to hold it in cause I need to be reassured that it’ll never happen, atleast I hope. This always happens when I’m in a relationship.
1. What’s my purpose living? 2. Why don’t the government try to stop this “2012” story? 3. Why did I give in so much? 4. Why do I give a fuck? 5. Why does my self esteem run like a roller coaster ride? 6. Why is money such a BIG problem 7. Stop procrastinating!